Those reading this will have to bear with me. This is just something I wanted to get off my own chest for my own reasons. :-)

Now now… this isn’t anything bad, really. I’d been thinking recently about things that happened in my past. Everyone has things that they regret. Most people know that one of my big ones was going into music instead of computers when I went to college. Don’t get me wrong, though; I loved being in music in high school, and marching band was one of my favorite things about college. I also loved my time in the music program in high school. However, there were two things about my time in Klein Oak’s music program that I wish I had handled differently.

• Being in the symphony orchestra my junior year: I was last chair flutist in the symphony orchestra. I was rather proud of myself for having gotten in. However, when it came time for the contest portion of the season, my pride soon turned into frustration. Time and time again, the director would cut me out of parts of the program, because the flutes were “too loud”. (Then again, it didn’t help that there were five of us.) It finally got to the point where in three pieces of music, I played in one small part in one piece. I literally turned to Jody and Patti and asked softly, “What the hell am I still doing here?” They nodded in sympathy. I should have quit. I was not needed, and frankly I felt my continued presence there was a bit insulting.
• My letter jacket: At our high school, you lettered in band if you managed to earn ten points, and if you were a sophomore or junior you started out with points. The closest I came to lettering was in my junior year of high school, and that was because I was in a couple of different groups for solo & ensemble. However, I didn’t realize my flute needed repairs and as a result I got lousy scores, negating my chances of getting a jacket. There was a rumour of something called a “sympathy jacket”, where if you were a senior in band without a jacket, they gave you one. I had never heard of anyone getting one, as everyone who made it their senior year had a jacket.

  Fast forward to summer band before my senior year of high school. The band director was making announcements, and giving the list of people who needed to give their sizes for letter jackets. The list was read… and my name was on there. After practice, I walked up to him and told him that there was a mistake: I hadn’t earned enough points for the jacket. He replied that he had gone ahead and given me one. I had gotten a sympathy jacket.

  … to this day the thing could burn for all I care. I’ve worn it, but I’ve never felt happy having it. I didn’t earn it, and its mere existence is a reminder to me that someone took pity on me. I should have refused the damn thing. I could have lived with knowing I didn’t earn a jacket. I don’t like having a jacket I know in my heart I didn’t earn.

These may sound a tad foolish, but those had always bothered me. Do I feel any better having gotten them off my chest? Time will tell. However, I’m hoping I will; life’s too short to go through it full of regrets…

All right, normally I don’t post song-only YouTube videos, but I’ll make a bit of an exception. First, though, a little backstory…

Back in the summer of 1990, my friend Chris and I went to England to visit for a couple of weeks. For the most part, while we were there, we stayed with my aunt and uncle. Now, my uncle loves to collect music recordings. While we were there, he decided to let us listen to one tape he had called World’s Worst Records. Now, some of the stuff on there was so horrible it was hilarious. Well, a few minutes ago I decided to do a Google search around on one or two of the tracks, and what do you know… I found the first track on YouTube. This should give you an idea of how bad some of that stuff was. Though, I should say, if you’re familiar with Dr. Demento, chances are you’ve already heard this one.

Anyway, without any further ado, this is “I Want My Baby Back” by Jimmy Cross. :-)

Okay, I have to admit, this is good. My friend Josh sent this one over to me, and, well… I’ll let you all see for yourself. :-)

Blah. Normally I would not post this but I’m getting a bit tired of this issue.

My mother received a letter from Spring Chrysler/Jeep/Dodge the other day. Once she opened it and read it, she brought it up to me for me to read. Once I read it, I shook my head and decided to email a response to the sender, who was a salesperson at the dealership. (Note: the letter was not from the salesperson who sold the car to me.) I hadn’t had any real problems with the dealership until now save one, and this is another example of how the problem was not fixed. The letter, as I wrote it…

We received your letter to my mother congratulating her on the purchase of a 2008 Dodge Avenger, and offering to help if there were any problems. I wanted to let you know that we appreciate the letter, and I want to take you up on your offer of help.

She did not purchase the Avenger. I did. She has absolutely nothing to do with the Avenger whatsoever. The car is in my name and she wasn’t even present at the dealership at any time when the car was sold to me.

We have been telling your dealership’s employees multiple times that we are not responsible for each others’ vehicles in our family; we all have Dodge/Chrysler vehicles but we do not appreciate them all being lumped under one name. I know you all mean well, but it does kind of put a damper in our confidence in you when you can’t get your records in order even after being corrected several times.

If you could get this matter corrected for us, we would greatly appreciate it.

I’m hoping this email gets the issue fixed, but personally… I’m not hopeful. We’ll see what happens from here.